it seems as though every time things are just starting to get back on track...the train derails... what kind of random, once in a lifetime shit...its crazy
with the shocking and random events that occurred last night in mind, i suddenly thought to myself 2 completely unrelated things...that in turn have everything to do with one another..
1- Could you drop EVERYTHING and Everyone in your life in pursuit of a specific goal?
its funny cause i saw a quote this morning that said "Sometimes we have to decide between sacrificing for opportunity and sacrificing opportunity"
made me think
2- Why do women think that when they have a baby, they are the ones in control of everything regarding that child?
Now I can completely understand in a single parent situation. If the father just isn't there then hey rock on... but what if the father wants to be there? What is it with women that makes them think the title Mother is more heavily weighed than Father? is it the 9months of carrying the baby? Cause yea, you carried the child...but the child is still only 50% your DNA...So why is it that society, the legal system, everything...is bias toward the mother?
It completely disgusts me to see mothers deny fathers the opportunity to be there for a child. Or even set stipulations as to how the father should be living, and how the woman decides what the best life for her child is and the father just has to agree. No. That's bullshit. Yes it's your child but it's his child too. So why is it that women are the only ones who have a say? I'm a woman and it boggles my fuckin mind. Granted, I don't have children so I can't understand the whole maternal thing right now, but I am somebody's child. And I've been a witness to a lot of disgusting shit that I could never understand. I'll have a hysterectomy before I become somebody's 'Baby Momma'. . .
and with all of that said...
Theres a rock in the very core of my stomach...
and a voice in the back of my mind
SCREAMING at me to brace myself... because Intuition never really fails... and i feel like something is about to happen that is ultimately going to change the rest of my life...
lets see how this goes
outlandish...quixotic...and crazy
Jasmin Rose
